Monday, August 20, 2012

killing me.

Ello peeps. 

I have no idea what's happening on me. I feel tired, i feel extremely tired. Sometimes i wonder how am i suppose to get rid from this stressful life. And living in a stress-free life? I understand, and i know this is just another tiny ordeal in my life. I'm going to face a lot a lot a lot of problems , obstacles. I'm clear what i suppose to do now, but sometimes i really cant stand in this life. I should be study hard and not going to care about everything just studies. 

I'm worried, i'm afraid. I don't know what's going on if i did not get a good result? I'm worrying how am i going to face my family, relatives, friends and also myself? At the same time, I also do wonder who's the one cares about me besides my friends and my boyfriend. Yeah, i meant my family. I feel sad, i know this wouldn't help me in my results. But mentally, it helps me a lot. You know what? I really hope i could see my family support and encourage me. But i can see non. 

Having raya holidays, i thought this holidays could let me release some stress. But it increasing.... I'm starting to afraid, i'm afraid of the exam. No one knows me well, even my family. I've no confidence at all, i don't know what will happen during on the exam. What result i will get . Sorry for saying that, sometimes i have the urge to give up everything. But i know i have to face it to get my awesome future by myself. 

Two more subjects, three more papers. I haven't ready about it. Tomorrow i have to start the war again, for me it's too late but anyway i still have to face it. However, i still have to face it whenever i get a good or bad result in the trial. Anyway, studies really killing me .

Seriously, I'm Tired....

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Shout and say finally

Ding- Dong , hello peeps. Just feel like want to shout and say finally. Im finally got to online and updating myself in every social networks. Anyway, my blog and my facebook's profile seriously dead and of course twitter is not including. Im such a tweeter-holic HAHA! Oh well, honestly i really get used in using my blackberry to type instead of keyboard. If i really get to finish up this post i'll really appreciate it. You know what, i keep on typo. ngekkk. 

Allllllright, here is a little girl in lo-lo-loveeeeee ! *waving hands* and its me !! hahahaha. So yeah, im so enjoying my life right now. Im like finally found a boy that helped me fixed my broken hearts, and im so appreciate everything he had done for me. So, i'm always keeping my relationship very simple because i think sometimes its good to keep something simple.It doesn't meant i dont take this serious. In fact, im willing to sacrifice and give him happiness. Its somehow very superficial.Things that always looks good on the outside might not be the same on the inside.And relationships is always between two parties,its a very personal matter.Sometimes having too much public attention is not necessary a good thing. But of course sometimes i will want to share my happiness to everyone,i want to talk about him,how happily in love i am.This time,i will not over do it :) Another one, our fifth monthsary is coming soon. I really do feel happy that i have you baby. I love you ;)

So this is the silly boy .

Next, im busying with my coming exams. Was keep doing some exercises and some revisions just hope to pass with flying colors. Fighto fighto! I believe, how many i pay how much i will get. I will work hard and get what i want. Seriously, sometimes i do feel a little lifeless and feel like crying out loud. I believe everyone do feel stress and me either but anyhow i will do my best. Just prove it to everyone around me.  

At the same time, i cant wait after exams. i have lots of things gonna complete it and there's many tasks from myself. i cant wait to complete it, i can see my life will be more awesome and great :) And I'm starting to save money from now on.

" We should appreciate everyone beside us, or else you will regret if one day they're not around you." I do believe about this, and this keep in my mind because something make me feel people come and go. Someone that we loved and respect all with our heart one day can quite literally vanish from our lives the next. Not necessarily from death. Sometimes simple circumstance can take a best friend or a lover right out of your hands. I know right, this is very random but this is very true too right. Please do appreciate everyone or everything people done for you. 

Here is a finally again, Justin. yeahhh, justin bieber ! So............ As long as you love me official video is out ! check it out in youtube people ! :)